All that's New

hey again.. finally, i decided to write another post.. :D
well, the good ole days seem to be comin to an end.. the engineering is (finally) coming to an end. I never saw a reason why it wudn't end, but still, I never gave a decent days thought to the fact that it WOULD end, and what it wud imply for me.
I don't wanna think about it. I never wanted to. But, its got to be done. It would mean that my life is changing, and about to be changed yet again.
I see people around me getting what they always dreamed about. Balli got his dream machine. I envy him. I lose sight of my dreams. I don't have many left, and those that still remain, I am clinging onto by the shadow of a thread.
Its all coming to an end. Baby went back home. Not that he wud be unbearably missed, but he was a good friend. He was there when we were loiterin arnd, gettin bored, doin nuthin... Its a sign. All things good end. All things bad end too.. But somehow, this never gives me hope.

Megha will be comin to delhi in July. For 2 years. Thats the next event in my life. I hate it, and i dont want to, but i live my life as a series of events. It sucks. Gives u nuthn to do in between. And during the event u r far too busy to enjoy it.
  Before july, m goin to Manipal, for the Final Sem. The final report.
And then i m goin to kuwait fr 3 weeks. I dun wna go. But then megzie is cmin in July. 
Everything looks bright :)
For a change, after a long long time, i WANT to be happy. 
For the moment though, i m not. but the hope keeps me going.
:)